Why don't you

when I say something like that, you're supposed to explain yourself, and say that you wanna talk to me. you're gonna say that I can't go, cause you don't want me to go. not because you need me, because you can have me. I'm here. not always, I'm here now. I don't talk to you often, I talk to you when I can. not because I have to. because I can, because I want to. and when you give up like that, I feel sorry for you, I feel sorry for me! for thinking you'd be different from the others. for thinking maybe for once, I've met a guy who could be my friend, without all the argues, without all the "I'm sorry about yesterday, let's forget it" I don't want that. I want something else. and if you can't be like that, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm not the way you want me to be, that I'm not good enough. That I act like a whore, I act drastically. I'm sorry that I'm saying sorry for all this shit that I don't even have to say sorry for because you don't even know me! I'm sorry for telling you all this shit you don't even care about, really, I am. cause I care, and it's sad that you don't.
and everything you can say is.. "okay, if that's how you want it..."