Lately I have had the following symptoms in a semi sequential order.
Headache
Throbbing side of head
Inflammation on temple(Nerve damage)
Inflammation on lower jaw line(Nerve damage)
Ear ache circling around ear (I think this has to do with my nerve damage)
Frequent urination( I have been drinking about 2 Liters of Green Tea per day)
Originally the pain seemed to come every 4-6 hours and would vary. It appears now Every 6 and sometimes 7.
Occasional back pain as well as stomache sometimes sharp… Continue
I am not here to say. You don't have a life if your on the internet. Nor do I want to appear to be downgrading those who do. I feel that some individuals have resulted this to being basically their only outlet to the real world. By Chatrooms, Web Cams, Social Networking heck now people use it as a make me a match dating service. Granted now days the internet has made it so you can grocery shop at home. Set up a delivery for Ups or fed ex I believe. You can buy clothes and obviously shop at a goo… Continue
I have been having migraines since my workers comp accident in July of 2006 on a daily basis. For what appears to be maybe a week or so they seem to have been getting a little more troubling. Yet with no doctor list or their "approval" I have to struggle through this pain to the best of my abilities. I was told by my attorney that a list of doctors was on its way I have yet to receive this list. I have been dealing with horrendous migraines that appear to have been coming at random hours of the… Continue
I have always called Halloween my favorite holiday, yet I think to myself technically other then in the state of Nevada it is not a holiday nor is it really "celebrated" the same as in Nevada.
The reason why it is a holiday in the state of Nevada is it is the day that Nevada became a state. I realize more and more why I always thought of it as a holiday being born and raised the first 9 years of my life there. And Nevada always made a big deal out of the day at school. I mean even in kindergart… Continue
This seems to be the only way I can even somewhat communicate on this site. I try to leave comments they don't go through. Every other site seems to work fine. It's just this one it is beyond frustrating. I have been trying to approve your comments for the past 3 days that I have been on the internet. ITs like their is an internet Demon that says Geeks website is forbidden or something. I try to leave people comments and the comments don't go through. I am honestly losing my mind. I have gotten… Continue
For some reason I can not approve your comments. As for your comment Bit Byter I was only able to read maybe the first sentence and I tried approving the comment for what seemed like a good 30 minutes. AS you already know from reading my blog yesterday this seems to be one of the worst as far as me being able to get things done. Aka. Approving comments. I have thought about making it so that the comments just appear and I do not have to approve them but at this time I am not sure if that is in m… Continue
As I am sure most of my friends and probably some people that are not on my "friend's list" know by reading some of my previous blogs. I have moved and got the short end of the stick on the internet side of the world. Needless to say by the title I am sure you can sort of figure out maybe where I am going. Using Dial up and being a member of the geeks community is very frustrating for more then one reason.
My Reasons
1.) It takes about 5 minutes to load just the geeks page. And I have my page… Continue
So as some of you may know. I have moved out of the world of what I call comfort. Although I do have a lake basically in my backyard man its rough. The lake is not exactly clean. Not Filthy but not clean. Driving to the city is a good at least 10 mile drive to the Wal Mart. Not fun when your the only driver or person with a car. We won't even mention that gas seems semi high and my car just seems to be sort of on the fritz. So I am sure your wondering at this point why I am titling this Dial up… Continue
I don't have internet access at my house. I am currently at the Library. And they have slow internet at the Library. So To those that wrote me comments thank you. For all the comments. And messages. It is going to rough for around the next 10 days or so. That is a minimum. Continue
So...I am sure I will have intrigued at least one person by my title. And yet I wonder sometimes. What you should really tell people over the internet. What makes us feel that certain parts of our life should be more private but that we should be able to tell all kinds of details to people that we know in real life ??
I always sit here and think to myself what the world would be like without having this thing called the internet to share our so called life thoughts with the world ?? Do we reall… Continue
So I was watching tv with my dad and a friend of his. And we were watching well all kinds of shows. I have recently realized that commercials are well not even what they used to be, I mean are they supposed to make any sense. In the last few days the commercials that are sticking out to me as retarded are....The Mountain Dew Commercial which is promoting World of warcraft as well as Blue Mountain Dew (Can't remember the name of it) And Code Red...(aka red mountain dew.) The characters were not e… Continue
What a horrible thing to feel. Yet at the same time you are told that to not feel guilt is a mental defect or disease.
So at times I wonder would it be better to have this mental disease or to have to deal with the feelings of guilt. I sit here and ponder. And yet I come to no good conclusion.
Some would say there is right and wrong. Black and white on this subject. I think there is always grey but man this is a tough one to be in the more grey area on. I mean either you feel guilt or you don'… Continue
SO I googled for Flaming robot, Robot with flames, Flames on skin of robot, robot covered with flames. So I am now thinking that what the heck. They don't exist. I honestly thought it would be a cool thing to draw. Like black sort of background to the body and then have the flames fade to red orange blue yellow and then white. Why has no one ever thought to draw or create this before me ? If someone has I would love to see it. Cause I googled it and no results even came up on the first page. I d… Continue
Recently I have noticed a lot of people writing blogs or posts of this topic in different ways. My best friend wrote one about wanting to forget memories. And I sat there and thought ? Why would you want to forget memories that made you who you are today ? I mean this path you beat with your own two feet is far better then having no path at all ? I would rather live and regret (learn) then wonder what it would have been like ? Tell people the things you feel, think, see , hear. It will make your… Continue
At the current moment I have been probably more annoyed with people then frustrated at the current time. Although at times I feel like everyone has what I call that mentality of I know what is best for your situation. Last time I checked I was my own person. With that being said life has thrown me a few curve balls in the past week that I not only wasn't expecting but have changed my free time to free time for others more then myself. I have overall been trying to play it cool and be understandi… Continue
I Googled define constructive criticism and found this definition on dictionary.com :
criticism or advice that is useful and intended to help or improve something, often with an offer of possible solutions
I thought I would start this off with a definition of sorts. Just to clear the air of what I honestly felt the definiton of this was and not make it my own personal definition. I honestly try not to make things of this sort to the negative level when I tend to mention things to people. But… Continue
So for a while now I have had this thing for all female bands. What it is I am not sure exactly. I can't explain it. I am in no way going to say that they are better or anything like that. I am just saying to me its I guess very empowering. I have sort of always wanted to be part of an all female band its been sort of I guess you could say sort of a background dream. I would be happy in being in a band with male band members as well. Something similar to No Doubt would be cool too.
Recently its… Continue
Their Myspace Page http://www.myspace.com/eclecticapproach
This is a link to the you tube page itself that has the video and the people who are what I would call claiming to know members of the band personally.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13eJD6PuDdQ
With this being said. I am not going to sit here and argue with them of why I know the vocalist on definitely a more personal level then any of them. Nor am I going to make this about me. That was not the point in fact it i… Continue
So I thought I would start this blog with the dictionary definition of the word random.
This definition was found at :wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
lacking any definite plan or order or purpose; governed by or depending on chance.
Now your probably wondering what I guess you could say lead me to think remotely of writing a blog on such a thing or topic or even why I thought it was a good idea to write this at all.
Being the random person that I am and would say. I got to sort of looking… Continue
To know a face
To know a name
To know of your fame
To know they live so far away
To keep in touch
To never know
To predict the future
To the unforseen
Yet feel emotions unknown
To imagine your mothers long weeps
To wish condolences to those so close
To know your soul will be remembered as true
To know your presence
To have read the blogs
To understand your pain
To read your thoughts
To knowledge gained
To know your humor
To wish the time
To have not come to this
To feel as if there must have bee… Continue
