Hi there readers!:)
Thanks for reading my blog, my little half emo half geeky blog.
Yesterday I sat on my computer thinking about my bed and how great it would be to sleep. I figured out I were going to sleep in 15 min, I just needed a sigarette first.
So when I were in the kitchen smoking, a guy joined one of the many chans I'm in, on the many servers I'm on with a host ending with netcom.no
I were really suprised that a norwegian person joined that channel, because it's the channel to a torre…
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Added by Carina-Therese on December 4, 2009 at 3:14pm —
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FAQ (frequently asked questions) - So you don't have to ask
Q: What's up?
A: I'm most likley on my computer if I answer
Q: Can you comment my picutres?
A: Let me think.. no?
Q: Can I get your MSN or AIM?
A: If you somehow manage to get it, I'm impressed
Q: Are you single?
A: Yea
Q: May I add you as a friend?
A: If your my friend, yes
Q: Where do you buy your clotes?
A: At the mall
Q: Are you a lebian since you kiss girls?
A: Nope, I'm straight as hell, well it depends on the alochol, a…
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Added by Carina-Therese on December 3, 2009 at 2:51pm —
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So, the time is here to say goodbye.
Yea, I know I didn't know you, but it's really sad that you lived in such pain the 15 months before you left us all alone crying.
You guys who read this, prob. wonder what happened.
Regina had cancer in the age of 18. She had the cancer in 15 months, and today at 2.02 PM my time, she died.
Norway is crying now, because she wanted to share her story with all of us, she wrote blogposts almost every day, and had over 2000 comments on every post.
All the people…
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Added by Carina-Therese on December 3, 2009 at 10:26am —
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I want him dead, more than anything. I dont think people who can do that deserve to live. No one deservers to have this happen to them. I wouldnt even wish it on my worst enemy. I just cant go on knowing hes out there.
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Added by Carina-Therese on December 2, 2009 at 3:08pm —
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This is hard, harder than it probably should be. Why is it so difficult to say anything? To talk to anyone? Why is it that when i try the words just dont come out? Horrible thing is its only getting worse, everyday, of every minute of every second. Even if i dont what to realize it i know that the emptiness is there all the time. Seriously if i could i would lay in bed and stare at the wall all day and never move. Wish i could do that so bad. And isnt that just sad? You would think who would wis…
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Added by Carina-Therese on December 2, 2009 at 3:04pm —
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heres to the kids. the kids who would spend their night with Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones then go to some vomit-stained high school party. heres to the kids who 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them. heres to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. heres to the kids who never were too good at life, but were still wicked cool. heres to the kids who listened to Fall Out Boy and Hawthorne Heights before…
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Added by Carina-Therese on November 29, 2009 at 6:49am —
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1. I'm in love and brokenhearted
2. J'm addicted to Twitter
3. I lived at a institution for youths in a year and I loved it even tho it were hard
4. I have anxiety for being with people I don't know, that's why you always see me with the same people
5. I hate shopping cause even tho I find something awesome, I don't look good in it
6. I work at a nursinghome
7. I love English
8. I wanna move to USA
9. I care about people easly and get hurt fast as heck
10. I sing in a choir and on youtube
11. I…
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Added by Carina-Therese on November 29, 2009 at 6:44am —
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I went for a walk with my dog, and somehow I ended up with Christopher's house, all the memories came back to me, and it was like yesterday. I pictured me and him standing there where I stood, last xmas making out. We were so happy together. We never were out with people, because I actually had a b/f then, but I was about to break up, because Christopher made me realize that I didn't need a guy who cheated on me two times, so I broke up with him about 3 weeks later.
About the time right after I…
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Added by Carina-Therese on November 29, 2009 at 6:39am —
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1. Everytime you go to a party, you bring your camera to take pictures to upload at Facebook or Myspace.
2.You haven't played card in years.
3. The only reason you're not talking to your old friends, is because you don't have their MSN or AIM
4. You look through the whole house after the remotecontroller, instead of just pressing the button on the TV.
6. Your afternoon activity are spending time with your computer, and MSN or AIM are always on, even tho you are not available.
7. You read this li…
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Added by Carina-Therese on August 23, 2009 at 1:09pm —
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Hai der!
Am sorry I haven't wrote so much personal here lately, but it's been summer vacation, and I've been working and after that I've been in Turkey!
June 19th we graduated from junior high and it was terrible, knowing that some of these people, might never say hi to you again, because you all are going to another school, and might move away from the place they grew up.
In the begginging of the vacation, I drank way too much with my friends, and for the very first time, I drank so much that…
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Added by Carina-Therese on August 16, 2009 at 4:40pm —
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boys come and go. so wait for a man. not just any man, YOUR man. don't wait for no prince charming or knight in shining armor to save you. he's never gonna fucking come, and who the fuck do you think you are playing damsel in distress anyway? you can't function without arm candy? you can't be a wholly complete person on your own? save the whiny self-pitying bullshit for someone who actually cares and lets get real. have standards. love yourself before you let anyone even TRY to love you. stop te…
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Added by Carina-Therese on August 16, 2009 at 5:54am —
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No, I didn't write this cuz am a girl ya know, just found it REALLY funny! lol!
Guys are quiet in bed because we are too busy thinking. You heard me right. Thinking. Deep thoughts. You see, it seems to generally the guy's job, (at least in my experience) to make the girl feel as good as possible and have sweet, sweet orgasms. The girl, on the other hand, is generally content to just lay back and see what I've got to offer. Again, I can't speak for anyone else, this is just in my personal experi…
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Added by Carina-Therese on August 13, 2009 at 11:37am —
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I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling
crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things.
I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing
I could start all over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of
faking it. I'm tired o…
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Added by Carina-Therese on July 26, 2009 at 1:30pm —
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little girl, dont grow up so fast, all those carefree times won't last. You see in beautiful colors green && gold but things change as you grow old. soon those colors start to f a d e && you'll have problems day after day. you think losing a toy will bring you down, losing a loved one will turn you around So little girl just have fun, try and stay young, little one.
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Added by Carina-Therese on June 25, 2009 at 7:50am —
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Hai der :)
I graduated on Thursday, and my canadian teacher wrote me a letter and I thought you guys wanted to read it:D
Dear Carina.
Thanks for being my student for the last three years. I will remember all the good days, even the bad days, the days you complained about homework and for the times you made me laugh.
What will I remember about you?
I will remember your smile. I will remember having to call you in the morning to get you to school. I will remember how well you could spe…
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Added by Carina-Therese on June 20, 2009 at 4:54pm —
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I've realized, I don't know who I am. At all. I've been sculpted into this perfect being (which is so far from perfect), and I'm so unhappy. I keep a smile in my pocket, 'cause that's what I've been taught. I don't act out, I don't throw temper tantrums. I make the grades (er, did - more on that later), and I do what is asked of me.
But I'm scared. because I've started to spiral downwards.
My parents don't see this. I'm not sure how to cope anymore. I don't have anyone. Given, I do have an ama…
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Added by Carina-Therese on June 17, 2009 at 10:46am —
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two wet eyes close slowly, a tear gently begin to roll, more tears runs down, a heart is broken in there some place...
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Added by Carina-Therese on May 5, 2009 at 2:16pm —
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When life comes runshing at you from out of the darkness,
Who will you choose to face it with?
Will it be someone you trust?
Will they be wise?
And will their love for you help them to guide you to the light?
Or will they lose their way in the darkness?
Will they make noble choices?
Or will that person be someone untested,
Someone new?
Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkness.
When it does,
Is there someone in your life you can count on?
Someone who will watch over you when you stumble…
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Added by Carina-Therese on May 4, 2009 at 6:53am —
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Welcome to the Internet. No one here likes you.
We're going to offend, insult, abuse, and belittle the living hell out of you. And when you rail against us with "FUCK YOU YOU GEEK WIMP SKATER GOTH LOSER PUNK FAG BITCH!1!!", we smile to ourselves. We laugh at you because you don't get it. Then we turn up the heat, hoping to draw more entertainment from your irrational fuming. We will judge you, and we will find you unworthy. It is a trial by fire, and we won't even think about turning down the f…
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Added by Carina-Therese on May 1, 2009 at 8:35am —
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I remember the time where everything was perfect. Where your biggest argument was about jumping rope during recess. The only hate you felt was when your mom asked you to go to sleep, when you had a argue with your best friend, which was ok again 3 minutes later. The only boy in your life was your dad and the only one you feared was "Hufsa" on Kidstv. Top of happiness was the sweets you got on Saturday evnings when you were watching Kidstv and when mom to let you keep up a half hour longer than u…
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Added by Carina-Therese on April 16, 2009 at 9:02pm —
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